Everyday I try. I try so hard to live on, to improve things, to make things right. But I don't know. It's like never ending. So many things. All in a mess. Each day I try to give myself hope, but no hope is becoming reality. I don't know when. I don't know how. I just feel arghhhhhhh........
A few days ago he went back to Ipoh again. He is still not giving Baby and Didi money for their studies. Their schools are starting soon. Where could I get enough money for them? I don't know. I really don't know. Sigh......
A few days ago he went back to Ipoh again. He is still not giving Baby and Didi money for their studies. Their schools are starting soon. Where could I get enough money for them? I don't know. I really don't know. Sigh......
