Sigh. Life is not simple. I always try. Always tell myself to go one step at a time. After this step, next step will be better and easier. But it is not. Every step in my life is hard. I always try very hard, thinking that I will be able to have what I want. But why are there always so many obstacles?? No matter how hard I try I can't seem to reach the end.
I don't know. What is life? What is it all about? What I want is just a simple place I can call home. After Mama passed away, 3 of us lost our home. I want to give myself and Didi and Baby a home. But it's so hard. Why is it so hard for us to get what other people are born with? Since young I've been trying. To be better. But no. Everything is still the same. No better life. Do we not deserved to have a better life? I WANT A HOME!!!
Sigh...
